Tuesday, 28 August 2012

Close To You






 

 

 





 


 





It has been a while i quit from blogging
now is the time for me to update after pending for so long
if u were read my blog before
these are the second session of photo 
were capture by Bobby and Xavier
come after the 'Forest of Love'
with a familiar of style
feeling so fresh for the color tone and the wardrobe
these has been post on FB in the early of this year
regardless everyone was asking the male model
Alan are u getting marry soon???
Hence, is everyone get the 'love' showing in the photo?
i guess "Yes"
Well done.. Bobby and Xavier
both of you bring out the 'close' in between us
Sincerely, u might says "Alan is my cup of tea" lol


After so long off for the update feel sorry about pending sincerely
Question must be a reason "WHY are you off for this so long"
Okey, let me explain it....
1st i has jz newly joint a company, peak w/h with Quarterly basis
it was a quite tough movement for me 
to work in such a new environment

2nd @ 630am in the every morning
i need to get ready to go for work
hence im such  a night life lover
could you imagine how suffer am i 
being force to wake up in the warmest sleeping hour
i spent around 1 month to get used to it

3rd Changing in time management
it is really big step of time management changing in my life
Not like the previous time slot im having
so that, i can't even join some of the jobs
as i had it always, SAD
being abandon in this modeling and photography
lack of interesting photos to share with you all

bla bla bla bla
after so long of explanation (excuses of my laziness)
is time to declare some of the upcoming info
THE NEXT coming update 
will be a boom shake
i promised
it will be !!!!
actually
It is about other experiences of my life
ever as i promised a girl to blog about it


Stay tune and check this out soon.......


 












Sunday, 26 August 2012

DA EmO Script


敲着这篇部落格,翻查纪录已经八个多月没更新了。

顶着冰 冷的手,敲着热热的键盘
烫烫的额头,反复在凌乱的思维里寻找敲这片文章的题材

思维凌乱,勾起酸酸的心情,想不出任何我可以分享的
敲着敲着电话 响起……说了些话……头脑还是一片空白

不停的回想起之前发生的事情,
原来…不是伤心,而是彷徨,彷徨失去一直陪着我的人

彷徨没有他聆听我的辛酸与不挣(家庭不愉快纠纷)
彷徨没有他从旁鼓励(念书时代爱玩,考试不及格)

谢谢你对我的溺爱…我被你宠的很依赖,任性
说真的请允许我说“我不习惯”

既然,你那么好我们为什么还分开???
因为我的职业,分歧,观点,意见,慢慢演变了决裂。

我很任性,乱发脾气,口硬撑强~~~让你很难受(对不起)
但,体谅,容忍,了解,宠爱…朋友说我做到一流(你们有骗我吗?)

同时,我的体谅造就了你的冷漠和忽视
慢慢的分歧演变成决裂的结局

你的冷漠,我畏惧。时常对我说(k,em,oh,bye)
你的忽视,我抗拒 (我们可以3个月不见面,你忙还是找借口?)

你每次说“对不起”
我说不是每一句“对不起”换来一句“没关系”……

我们彼此伤害,到了极点。
很痛…很痛…很痛…受伤的心无所遁形

痛得不敢再有新的尝试,为了避免在面对任何一方的伤害
方式用对了吗? 我不知道,也不敢再挑战。

宁愿错过,也不愿意再受伤害。